hi!
how are you?
am i fine?
i don't know..
i just feel like i have been so enslave to something I'm not even sure of for a long time now..
enslaved by my emotions and principles..
trapped..
imprisoned because of a fear..
a fear of rejection..
of sacrificing..
of the uncertainties of life..
how long will i hold on to the cold bars of life..
how long will i keep on pretending that I'm completely alright even if my soul is slapping me..
when will this be over?
and when its over?
what will be the prize?
freedom?
happiness?
fresh air?
*sigh*
