May 17, 2006

*speechless*

i want my heart to speak but its refusing..

i want it to express whats inside it but its tired..

i want it to say that its ok but id be lying..

i am affected now..

i tried not to but i guess its meant to happen..

like yesterday..

so..

I'm embracing it..

it feels good to feel bad sometimes..

it feels good not to talk sometimes..

or at least not to talk too much..

am i really speechless?

i don't know..

am i ok?

i don't know..

will i be ok?

definitely..

will you be?

I'm sure..

when?

i hope soon..

everything will be alright..

so hush now..

stop crying..

for i can no longer hug you tight..

for i can no longer wipe those wet eyes..

for i can no longer say hi..

or even goodnight..

hush now..

for He knows what his doing..

hush now..

because we know its not and never be ending..

hush now..

for its only the beginning..

of another trial..

of another chapter..

of the book you and me and we..

write..