how cruel is distance?
i am writing about you again..
i know that you know..
i have shown it in so many ways..
but it still haunts me..
this phase i am in..


they said i have to tell you..
but do i really have to?
READ ME!
i know u have already..
FILL ME IN..
somehow you have..
FEEL ME..
more..

its just hard..
this have made me selfish..
a monster..
but whats wrong if i want you?
everything?
every part of it?
maybe..
so what should i do?
i dont know..
ahh..
scream?
it has been screaming..
it has been helpless..
unrest..
disturbed..
fucked..

i pity it..
i pity me..
but..
this is my choice..
if the day comes that i have to move on because u already have..
i will cry..
it will cry..
but not forever..
it will be strong again..
stronger again..

but today and maybe tomorrow..
i am hoping and will be hoping..
that it wont happen..
that you are different..
that we are different..

discontentment..
i know its human nature..
but i say screw it!
its killing me..
and some one million other..