realization :

if something or someone is bogging you..
u can actually have options..
one is..
you can ignore them..
talk to them like nothing happened..
eventually they will surrender..
another thing is..
still talk to them..
interact..
but let them feel that ur not that interested..
give them the i-dont-wanna-talk-about-it attitude..
or like you have amnesia..
eventually they will give up..

they will eventually realize that maybe its not meant to be..
they may stop bogging you and find someone else to screw up..

DONT FEEL GUILTY AT ALL..
because your are helping them..
they have no choice but to get back up..
love their selves more..
and love somebody else and be love in return..

but the best thing..
bitter maybe..
is to tell them the truth..
a matter of YES or NO..

and what ever may happen..
just be prepared..

coz only when ur losing that u can get to appreciate someone..
coz only when u lose that u can appreciate the smallest and simpliest victory..

i just stayed home today..
i was out last night..
i miss puking on the toilet bowl..
hearing and seeing ur waste draining down..
loving and puking..
after letting go the waste..
everything feels even better..

a little hang over..
bare with it..
it will eventually go away..

time heals..
let it..

when God closes a door, he opens a window..
just be patient..
and believe..